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CAN'T FEEL (GIMME YOURS)
04:03
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Tell me how you feel, but I know you won't
Tell me the truth, lie it's a cover up
There's a story from the state, there's a bomb on a plane
I can see it in the sky and it's heading this way
Baby, do you feel like the only one?
Hide in the shade from the morning sun
I can see it in your face that you wanna escape
Take your chance, make a break, cause it's never too late
And don't you feel no way
You separate yourself away
Wasting time just feels like
I'm just trying to get by
I can't take a surprise, too many in my life
I can't feel the pain no more
Gimme yours, gimme yours
I can't feel the pain no more
Gimme yours, gimme yours
I can't even hold you, I can't console you
I don't wanna control you, just get to know you
And I thought I told you, that I can indulge you
Don't mean to insult you, but I was hoping you were holding my place
And don't you feel no way
You separate yourself away
Wasting time just feels like
I'm just trying to get by
I can't take a surprise, too many in my life
I can't feel the pain no more
Gimme yours, gimme yours
I can't feel the pain no more
Gimme yours, gimme yours
I've been wasting my time
I've been wasting my life
I swear that I'm fine
At least I tried
Wasting time just feels like
I'm just trying to get by
I can't take a surprise, too many in my life
I can't feel the pain no more
Gimme yours, gimme yours
I can't feel the pain no more
Gimme yours, gimme yours
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HEARTBEAT TURNED DIGITAL
03:39
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Fall into your heart
Wish upon a star
Cause I've been away
Falling into pain
You know how it feels, don't you
You think that I've been smoking
You know that I've been
Holding your heart beating open
If things fall apart again
Don't make it obvious
I'll play my part again
And sit in the audience
What I got feelings for
Trapped in a signal war
Problems habitual
Heartbeat turned digital
You were in the guest room
Touching up your makeup
I was in the next room
So unaware
Wish that I can get up
Make the next move
But the indica I'm smoking
Got me glued to the chair
Baby, I don't know
How you feel about me right now
But I know I need you right here
Baby, I don't know how you get so fly
Everytime you get ready swear I have to stare
If things fall apart again
Don't make it obvious
I'll play my part again
And sit in the audience
What I got feelings for
Trapped in a signal war
Problems habitual
Heartbeat turned digital
Heartbeat turned digital
Who do you wanna save me from
I know I've been let go
Try to fly low
But I take the high road
Eyes closed
Do it with my eyes closed
I go till I see the time froze
Psycho got me walking tightrope
I know that this time is final
If things fall apart again
Don't make it obvious
I'll play my part again
And sit in the audience
What I got feelings for
Trapped in a signal war
Problems habitual
Heartbeat turned digital
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I stay out the way
My Lane skirt away
Can you keep the pace
Damn you in my face
I be living my life like I die twice
I be cutting my ties when the time right
I still think about you sometimes
I got rain for ya sunshine
Why you always acting like you pocket watching me?
If you wanna come up on some money play the lottery
You know talk is cheap
I ball out my reach
I won't fall asleep
Can you give it all to me?
Wait! Stay!
I ain't got all day
I would talk about it, but this not the place
50 in my pocket 50 on the way
You can't keep it up, because I set the pace
I ain't got all day
I can't go to waste
She follow me round like I lead the way
She looks at me now like she hates my face
I know that she down if she hit my place
Wait! Stay!
I ain't got all day
I would talk about it, but this not the place
50 in my pocket 50 on the way
I know you want me to stay, I had to make a few plays
I already been through this phase, you got manipulative ways
no solution to the hate and there's no fixin' it dame
It's like you addicted to pain, really you sick in the head, really you sick in the brain
You switchin' up stories, I'm switchin' up lanes
Don't switch up the topic,
Shawty just know that she bad and toxic
Makin' me sick, she be makin' me nauseous
I'm just bein' honest, always be breakin' your promise
No you can't take no more I'm off it
Wait! Stay!
I ain't got all day
I would talk about it, but this not the place
50 in my pocket 50 on the way
You can't keep it up, because I set the pace
I ain't got all day
I can't go to waste
She follow me round like I lead the way
She looks at me now like she hates my face
I know that she down if she hit my place
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4. |
NOT ENOUGH
02:47
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You say that I'm not enough You say that I'm not enough
You say that I'm not enough You say that I'm not enough
I've been frustrated Why you make it complicated
You know that I'm waiting Go ahead and make a statement
I've been so faded That's why you seem kinda shady
You act like you hate me That's why I act so complacent
You say that I'm not enough You say that I'm not enough
I think that I've had enough You say that I'm not enough
I think that I've had enough
I think that I've had enough
I call your bluff when you talked tough
You talk your shit, then you run
I don't know what to call it, but it's not trust
I don't know who to blame, but it's not us
I don't know what you're saying, I don't gotcha
Why you keep your pain so locked up
Why you weigh heavy on my conscience
You say that I'm not enough
You say that I'm not enough
I think that I've had enough
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5. |
WRONG THING
03:38
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Why did I wake up today
Every hour same old thing
Why did you have to look my way
I see you and I see shame
I feel your pain, cause I feel the same way
I say you changed, guess that was the wrong thing
Cause I stayed the same, guess that was the wrong way
Why did I wake up today
Every hour same old thing
Why did you have to look my way
I see you and I see shame
I feel your pain, cause I feel the same way
I say you changed, guess that was the wrong thing
Cause I stayed the same, guess that was the wrong way
Guess that was the wrong thing
You think that you know me, but you don't know me
That's the old me
Everything you showed me, what you told me
I think you owe me
Every time I talk to you, it gets so complicated
Why I talk to you?
Every time I walk with you, I get deja vu
I need something new
Why did I wake up today
Every hour same old thing
Why did you have to look my way
I see you and I see shame
I feel your pain, cause I feel the same way
I say you changed, guess that was the wrong thing
Cause I stayed the same, guess that was the wrong way
Guess that was the wrong thing
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6. |
I AM I (INTERLUDE)
01:24
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7. |
HOLD IT IN
02:52
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Signal Control
I'm on the road with nowhere to go
I'm losing hope, losing my soul
Turned to a ghost
You wonder why I fantasize about leaving this all behind
I tantalize about paradise
then hell appears before my eyes
So I've been holding emotions
baby what's the commotion
You made me lose focus, I tried so hard to hold it
I've been holding emotions, I try hard to control it
I've been out of the moment, I try so hard to hold it in
Hold it in
Hold it in
Hold it in
Hold it in
Sorry I'm late, I'm on the way
Lost track of time and space
I'm on belt 8, twenty away You should pack your things and stay
Maybe just for a day
I'll keep you safe
No matter what your people say
You can live here
tired of living in fear
Tired of living in fear, but I fear what I fear
So I've been holding emotions
baby what's the commotion
You made me lose focus, I tried so hard to hold it
I've been holding emotions, I try hard to control it
I've been out of the moment, I try so hard to hold it in
Hold it in
Hold it in
Hold it in
Hold it in
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8. |
333 AM
03:25
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It's a late night
Eyes looking like break light
I can't even let the day right
Ima take another and have a safe flight
Jaw locked face tight
Looks gone thru face wipes
She's here not my type
Oh well, that's life
Oh well, that's life
Oh well, that's life
Oh well, that's life
It's 333 AM and I can't feel face again
And I can't seem to tell a friend
There's a hole in my bed where you once have been at
333 am and I'm sinking into place again
And I have something that I must confess
I dream of you when I haven't slept at
333 am
333 am
333 am
333 am
Another late night
Why won't you pick up the facetime?
What was my brain fried?
Probably cause I haven't seen any daylight
Dark room cell phone spotlight
Only time I ever get to shine bright
Never never was good at getting time right
Every time I look at the clock
It's 333 AM and I can't feel face again
And I can't seem to tell a friend
There's a hole in my bed where you once have been at
333 am and I'm sinking into place again
And I have something that I must confess
I dream of you when I haven't slept at
333 am
333 am
333 am
333 am
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Wait a minute, do you feel the temptation
I be floating like this is a space station
I be thinking that this is a simulation
A simulation
I've seen this too many times
I recite all of the lines
You make it so hard to find
I'm here to take what's mine
Fall apart I think that we need a restart
Cause the lies live in the shadows
How you get around those? You say that you found hope
I never found hope
Where'd you go my ecstasy?
Look around but I can't see
All the nights that I lost sleep
Tossed and turned inside inside my sheets
Where'd you go my fantasy?
Now you're gone and I can't breathe
Amplified anxiety
I don't like who I can be
Where'd you go
Where'd you go
Where'd you go
Where'd you go
Okay, you've been hitting me up all day
I don't even wanna check my phone
I don't even know what to say
Damn, I was really tryna be your man
I gave you one more chance I gave it all i can
It's all good cause it's out of my hands
It's just me, myself and these bands
Know the opps wanna spoil my plans
You get stomped in some brand new Vans
Breaking up cause we need a break
You in the bedroom staying up late
Fucked up just seeing your face
Sure enough this was all our fate
Fall apart I think that we need a restart
Cause the lies live in the shadows
How you get around those? You say that you found hope
I never found hope
Where'd you go my ecstasy?
Look around but I can't see
All the nights that I lost sleep
Tossed and turned inside inside my sheets
Where'd you go my fantasy?
Now you're gone and I can't breathe
Amplified anxiety
I don't like who I can be
Where'd you go
Where'd you go
Where'd you go
Where'd you go
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10. |
LOOP
02:48
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Every day I wake up it's the same shit new stain
On god I can't do this another 40 years to my grave
They just want me dead inside so I can work hard all day
Got me thinking about suicide got it all over my face
Everytime I'm feeling good put me right back in my place
On god if I could i'd grow wings and fly away
They just want me feeling like my only choice stay
Got me thinking about my life and how every single day
Is just a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
Every day I wake up it's the same shit new stain
On god I can't do this another 40 years to my grave
They just want me dead inside so I can work hard all day
Got me thinking about suicide got it all over my face
Everytime I'm feeling good put me right back in my place
On god if I could i'd grow wings and fly away
They just want me feeling like my only choice stay
Got me thinking about my life and how every single day
Is just a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
It's a loop
Every single day is just a loop
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WITH ME
03:24
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Is it all in my head
Should I put these words to bed
All the words I should've said
All the thoughts I left on read
Should I run to the hills and pray they find me dead
Pray they find me dead
Buts it's all inside my head
So why you trynna run from me
I only want your company
Baby don't you front on me
These games you play not fun to me
Why you play these games with me
Baby can't you stay with me
I know that your just blaming me
But treat me like your remedy
Why you play these games with me
Baby can't you stay with me
Is it all in my mind
Did we run straight out of time
Here's a toast to all your lies
So I run from the light
Then I ran to the hill
but the mountains hard to climb
The mountains hard to climb
But it's all inside my mind
So why you trynna run from me
I only want your company
Baby don't you front on me
These games you play not fun to me
Why you play these games with me
Baby can't you stay with me
I know that your just blaming me
But treat me like your remedy
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12. |
FLY! (FEAT. FATHER)
03:30
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I've been feeding into all your lies
You've been finding ways to crucify
Treat me like I'm just an average guy
Baby you won't get another try
Fly I wanna Fly far from you
Fly I wanna Fly far from you
Baby, I've been thinking suicide
Trynna find a way to you tonight
Driving down I-45 Switching lanes opposite sides
Baby, why you don't love me no more?
Why'd you have to put me in the cold
Baby, I can't do this on my own
Baby, I've been staring at my phone
Waiting for a call for you to ring
Almost went and bought your ass a ring
You're my favorite drug and I'm a fiend
Needles through the heart of my sleeve
I've been feeding into all your lies
You've been finding ways to crucify
Treat me like I'm just an average guy
Baby you won't get another try
Fly I wanna Fly far from you
Fly I wanna Fly far from you
I've been feeding into all your lies
You've been finding ways to crucify
Treat me like I'm just an average guy
Baby you won't get another try
Yeah, ayy, lil' hoe thicker than theives
Ima good pup on a leash
Ima just lick it and leave Yeah, yeah, yeah, ayy
Bitch, I'm on with the breeze
Hope you done brought you a fleece
Don't want that love to freeze
Neck cold like a nigga deceased
Bitch I'm sucking that grease on a freak
Yeah I give her a kiss on the check
Yeah nigga got a mission this week
Yeah nigga going missing this week
Yeah yeah yeah i gotta fly lil dove
Fill her up with love yeah
I ain't got not glove yeah
Ice in a nigga cup
Beer gut
2 cups stuffed
Big fucked up
Price of the brick going up up up
Might fly the bitch out
So nice to fucking fuck
Stone cold to cold to the touch
Roll over think I'm bout to bust
Big bucks big bucks big bucks
I've been feeding into all your lies
You've been finding ways to crucify
Treat me like I'm just an average guy
Baby you won't get another try
Fly I wanna Fly far from you
Fly I wanna Fly far from you
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